What's wrong with me?
It's happened all day, I keep saying screw him, he used me etc etc... but... everything is still reminding me of his presence... I just can't move on...
What, the, fuck.....
All I emotionally accomplished last night... Nothing is helping.
Don't get me wrong, I'm stronger now and the pit of my stomach feels a bit better then before...
But I still feel like crying...
Am I over dramatic? Should I never had of felt so strongly after the official loss...
Our anniversary is next month...
I'm scared I won't be able to handle it.
I want him so bad... I wan't to message him, even if I don't get a reply...
I'm dead in a live body.
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